Zuriyah's Birth Story and My Rebirth Story

On November 24, 2019 I unexpectedly experienced a feeling peace about my daughter’s birth story. I knew that my experience was for my own personal healing however I had anger in my heart because it did not go as planned. Actually, it is not so unexpected because I have been doing a lot of forgiveness work and that feeling of peace came over me when I thought of it.

This was powerful for me because I did not want to share my story publicly until I had found my own peace. What I do find interesting about the experience is that I was able to experience both midwife at home experience and then the hospital. It was very insightful and I know that there is a deeper meaning behind why I experienced this.

I had a pretty easy and healthy pregnant despite the questions of me eating raw vegan throughout my whole pregnancy. I gained weight beautifully and my body did what it needed to do overall. My husband and I wanted a home birth experience and we had an awesome midwife and we prepared for the water birth of our baby at home. To anyone who wants to have a waterbirth at home, I encourage it, especially if you find a great midwife. I have learned so much from mine that has changed my outlook on many things including nutrition. I loved that she worked with different mothers from different walks of life and dietary preferences. She knew exactly what I needed and I followed the best way I could (which I feel like contributed to an easy pregnancy overall).

My daughter’s due date was October 4 2018 and she was born on October 1st 2018. From my own personal beliefs, I believe that our spirit chooses our lives and we forget it once we get into the physical world so that we can discover our true divine nature. We have free will to make choices on how it manifests but we can never avoid our call or our assignment. My daughter birth reminded me that I cannot control everything. I wholeheartedly believe that she made a choice to be born via C-section. Some may disagree but it’s okay because we all have our own beliefs and this is mine.

On September 30th my water broke early in the morning. The day before I went to the chiropractor for the first time (wish I would have started the earlier in my pregnancy). Sometime between my 38th week appointment and the time my water broke my daughter decided she wanted to flip to her bottom. I did not know until after my water broke and I was checked by midwife hours into labor. Somehow, she flipped to her bottom which is believable because she was moving A LOT before water broke. My girl was delivered on the day I was meant to have my 39 week appointment! She came at 39 weeks, 4 days. I did not want a C-section and we pushed for as long as my midwife deemed safe. I was tired and just wanted my baby at that point. She was delivered via cesarean and was so beautiful and healthy.

However, after being tested she had higher bilirubin levels (jaundice) than normal due to blood type incompatibility and she was under blue lights in NICU for 9 days…Yes 9 days….I was not thrilled to say the least. She had no other issues outside of that. I know that they were doing their own protocol but I still wasn’t happy about it. I had to learn how to advocate for myself and my daughter. I am grateful for the nurses who were awesome. They saw my dedication to get my baby home and I was even given a room to stay the last couple of nights after initially being declined a room to stay after being discharged. There were things that were done at the hospital that I was not so thrilled about however it was a learning lesson. Despite the unexpected events, I still breastfeed my baby and she nursed directly from my breast. I made sure I was at NICU every 2-3 hours to nurse her even at night. I stayed at that hospital until she came home. I only went home for showers pretty much. 

Looking back, I am not sure how my body did that considering I had a C-section and swollen legs. I was just in mommy mode and determined to nurture my baby by any means. I wanted her to know that she was not alone and that she was safe. This experience along with my first year as a mother taught me to listen to my intuition and sometimes the professionals don’t know what they are talking about (not saying all but some really don’t). I know that I went through this for my own personal growth and to support other mothers in some way. This journey has supported me in connecting with the New LaToya that was birthed while utilizing my VOICE. My recovery time was longer than anticipated but that gave me a lot of time to connect with myself, reflect on the lessons that I have learned, and to understand my purpose on a deeper level. Womb work has been very helpful for me. 

When you have a C-section your sacral chakra which is your seat of creativity is cut. You don’t really hear about the traumatic EMOTIONAL experiences that women face in relation to this. It is important for us as women and mothers to nurture ourselves and each other.

I have been reflecting on how 2018 has been so far this year along with where I was a year ago and where I am now and I am very thankful.

I feel way more grounded and confident. Each day I am understanding more and more the power that I have to cocreate with the universe. I have been delving deep into my self worth. I do believe that relationships and finances go hand in hand. I have been making strides to really sit down and look where and I stand and where I desire to be financially along with leaving something for my great great great great grand children. In that I am having to come face to face with things that I have put off, things I have procrastinated on, and reflect on my relationships starting with myself.

It takes a lot of courage to truly face the fact that I created everything that has happened in my life..”the good, the bad, and the ugly” as some may say. But with all of that, it has made me who I am and I am grateful.

I am grateful for Innervisions Personal Development Program which has been life changing. I have been able to really take a look at the universal laws and see how I have allowed them to work for me (or not) consciously and unconsciously. Law of Mind Action states that all things begin in the mind. My thoughts are things. What I believe I will achieve. I have also learned that by making a conscious choice, that I can shift what I experience. I could choose to be “right” or I can choose peace. I can focus on what I don’t have or give thanks to what I do have.

I have been doing a financial challenge that I found on Facebook and in it I have to look at my assets and liabilities to determine my net worth. It was so easy to write down my liabilities bc it was what I focused so much on. I am now looking at my assets and I was so quick to dismiss or not acknowledge them. 

In that awareness I realize how internally that shows up in my life. Dismissing my worth has shown up as underestimating what I have to offer, judgment of myself for choices I have made, undercharging for services for my business, hiding, comparing myself to others, procrastination, and not always following my intuition which is strong. 

As of today I am definitely choosing living life to the fullest. I am going for the joy. I am giving myself props. I am being unapologically me. I am speaking my truth. I am walking in faith. I am going to let that Leo Sun Light Shine. I am taking responsibility for my life. I am preapproved by God so no seeking approval from others is necessary.

I am at the point in my life that I have to be around people who are confident and see their value. I have to be around people that are inspired and not intimidated by the power that another exudes. I have to be around people that understand the importance of self care and self preservation, it is ok to put you first. I have to be around people who I can be honest with and we hold each other accountable. I have to be around people who I can truly be myself with. I have to be around people that know the importance of family, community, and marriage. But even if I don’t always encounter this, I am learning to not leave my throne and to vibrate higher. 

Getting to this point has been a long journey. I am always being told of how focused, disciplined, organized, determined, etc. I am. Sometimes I don’t feel that way though. I have my moments of frustration and lack of motivation. We all have a path to walk and my path I am realizing more than ever is for me. This path at times feel lonely but I refuse to let that ego trick me in really sinking into that belief. I do the things that I do when it comes to health for a purpose that is bigger than I can put in words. And there is so much depth to me that I have yet to truly show but it is coming out now. You may see me share it on here. My union with my husband and truly learning how to be in co committed  relationships instead codependent relationships has confirmed it even further. Two whole people coming together while taking 100 percent responsibility for themselves to CREATE. Not only with him but with myself and others in my life.

I graduated with a degree in biology and life has taken me on a world wind to truly accept the way I am to be a facilitator of health.  It looks different than what western medicine is about.  The things that I was interested in conflicted with what I was seeing around me. The things that resonated with me, many people doubt. I am not a doctor nor a nurse however I know that I was put on this earth with gifts that do not require a degree and certification. 

Health is not just about the physical, but the mental, emotional, and spiritual aspects of you. If you are serious about making changes to your health holistically, I can help you get to the root cause so that you can independently stand in your power and live the life you desire. You can message me, email loveinfinitenature@gmail.com, or go www.loveinfinitenature.com for more information. Infinitenature LaToya Davis Holistic Health Consultant

The Way of Grace

Check out this video! I talk about my experiences as an INFJ and the book The Secret Language of Destiny by Gary Goldschneider and Joost Elfers.

Link to the youtube video about INFJ:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=88atj7wAtKs

Personality Hacker Youtube Channel:

https://www.youtube.com/user/PersonalityHacker

Nothing is the Same...

Man...

I did some "speed reading" through all of my posts. Some of my journal entries were profound, some were pitiful, some was reflective, and some things I don't remember because it was so vague (I am sure I purposely made it that way). Seeing my growth is beautiful, all parts of it, even the most vulnerable moments. I have learned that sharing your story is healing for yourself and others. It is like a breath of fresh air, a relief.

My first journey entry was when I really was going through some kind of awakening. I was definitely at a "crossroads". What I mean is that I was going through a lot of changes and I was shifting to another frequency. I had to learn some lessons the hard way, but I see the beauty of it all. It made me stronger.

The last real entry (November 2013) I was at a new phase of my journey of this life. I had shifted to a different frequency. I was in a new phase. By this time, I found more of a balance and peace in my life. I found love from within which attracted love on the outside. I had learn the power of words, affirmations, thoughts, journaling, healthy eating and lifestyle, meditation, and the list goes on. These things have always been a part of me, but I had started to apply it and saw the results. I still use it to this day. 2013 was the year I truly understood the power of my thoughts and how we ALL have the power to write our stories. We are the creators of life. Some may disagree, but think about it...If you think about how society teaches you that you don't have have the power to create anything you want and you realize you do...it is amazing and scary at the same time!

When I started seeing how what I wrote in my journals started to manifest I was like wow. Then as time progressed I started to see how quickly things were manifesting with just my thoughts. The latter started to occur this year ALOT. I know this year was another shift. I feel the most connected to spirit and nature than ever before. I had a life changing event and became one with my love who I spoke about in a few posts. He came after the "stormy" blog postings. I actually manifested him in my life because I believed I deserved it, I wanted it, and I wrote it down. I trusted in myself and let go.

I cannot express the importance of journalling or writing down your feelings, thoughts, dreams, aspirations, and the list goes on. I look around and see that my life is created by the things I wrote down or thought. I know that many come from a religion and contribute it to who they call their God. I cannot separate myself from something that I am a part of, we are all of part of that greatness. It is the spirit within me that is guiding me, connecting me, protecting me. It is my ancestors (my dear loved ones who have departed the earth physically).

The very home that my husband and I are living in is the home that I wrote about when I still lived 8 hours away. Even when I did move from the south to the northeast to be with my husband (boyfriend at the time) we did not immediately live in the house. We moved in a little over a year later. The home manifested once I forgot about it (aka LET IT GO).I have many stories of things I have manifested. I manifested my last two positions and working on my next manifestation of being able to travel or whatever I desire and have abundance in every since of the world.

One of my older blog post stated that Drake said it best, "You have to own if you want it". This saying still rings true but the only difference is that "Nothing is the same."

Growth! Changes! New Beginnings!

Wow! I have not been on this blog in forever. Many changes have happened since my last post. A lot of growth has happened and I feel like I have so much to give and share! You can find me on tumblr @ infinitenature. I have been starting to post there and I like it! Will be back soon to share more. I promise!

Ask. Believe. Recieve.

I have been MIA but I have been focused on many goals. I am still doing the 40 day Prosperity Plan. I am on my 28th day of my 4th round of the Prosperity plan. Many of my goals have manifested. One thing that I have learned in the past couple of months I have been MIA is the power of the mind. When you are focused and affirming positive thoughts, it will manifest physically. I am thankful for all the great things that are happening. It kind of an out of body experience how things that you only imagined came true. That is the power of your mind and the Universe. The job that I wanted since January I have and everything is falling in place. I am thankful for the universe, my ancestors, angels, spirits, guides, family, and friends. I appreciate the love, support, protection and guidance that I receive. And so it is.

My 40 Day Prosperity Plan Experience

I have finished my first round of the 40 Day Prosperity Plan almost a month ago. I am doing my second round of the 40 Day Prosperity Plan and I am on day 28.

I found out about this challenge in July when I was on my favorite forum and there was a thread on it.

The 40 Day Prosperity Plan was created by John Randolph Price, author of The Abundance Book. I did not read the book (so many books on my list to read), but you don't have to read the book to do the Prosperity Plan. The Plan consists of 10 statements and You recite one statement each day for 40 days. You can recite the statement when you wake up or when you go to sleep. You are suppose to meditate on the statement and journal your thoughts. If you miss a day, you are to restart to day one until you go 40 days straight of reciting each statement. You begin the plan by writing a statement of commitment which is provided.

I don't think you necessarily have to do the plan exactly as it is set up. The main purpose is to form a habit which in essence will create a commitment and cause change. To me this plan help me see that all that I need is already here. I am less anxious about how things are going to be and my finances. I know that I will be alright. I have made it this far.

I changed the plan slightly for my needs. Some of the wording in the plan as far as the statements are religious in terms and I don't practice any religion (although I do believe in spirit). I just simply changed the wording that resonated more with me. I record each statement and for whatever day I am on, I play that statement over and over again while I journal my thoughts, goals, or whatever I wanted to write. I then meditate after I finish writing in my journal. I incorporated my morning ritual with the 40 day plan to fit my comfort level. I did have to start over during the first round but after I made it over the 20 day hump it became a habit.

As I previously stated before, this plan has allowed me to look at things from a more positive light and reminded me that we have all that we need. I am still a work in progress but I don't worry my nerves about things that I use to.

Many people have experienced prosperity come into their lives very quickly whether it be a new job opportunity, money some how coming out the blue, or a new car. Sometimes this happens in the matter of days other times it is months down the line. But the most common thing I have seen is that something happened to that person internally and external manifestations happened.

Its like focusing your mind on positivity and abundance and it reflects in your external world.

For me I felt a change internally although I didn't see anything externally. But I had made bonus the month after I started the prosperity plan and I am on the path of making it for this month also. Its a gradual thing for sure and I am enjoying every moment of it. There are other little things that have happened and I know it has alot to do with having positive thoughts. It is not a coincidence.