I have been feeling all the things on this list I found on a forum... The ones that I bolded really had me like ok...I feel better now, i know I aint crazy!
My dear friend and I were talking recently regarding the different stages you go through when meeting your twin. (something we have done quite often for several years) We discussed exactly how the experience transends beyond just physical limits. Something that on this board, the MAJORITY have spoke up about. You only need to look through old posts to see.
We are compiling a list any who would like to join in this please feel welcomed. These are not nessesarily in order due to everyone experiences them at different times.
1.) The resonance- You meat and something you just don't know what hits you. I've lived this before, I know this person from somewhere but just dont know where. Dont recognize the face but those eyes say something.......you look further.....deep inside you see a soul. Very familiar! What is this spose to mean?
2) The search- You ask people and get the odd eye strange look. Some come right out and say you are out of your mind. Others just point their finger to their temple and spin it in a circle. None the less you know you are not crazy. This really happened.
3) The quest- So you search high and low for answers to "this connection" read every book you get your hands on. You are taken into faiths and beliefs you never knew existed. You learn much, you grow much.
You realize how limited everything is you were ever taught. Everything is so new, so beautiful. You think you know what it is all about.
4) The Dance- You feel so spiritual. The universe has no limits. You bask in the beauty of the connection and all your new found knowledge. This can only mean one thing. A physical union on Earth.
5) The denial- you question your own sanity. Theres no way this could be. I can't relate to someone so haenous and ego filled. NOT MY TWIN!!! no way.
6) The syncronisities- Every where you turn you are reminded of the connection. Number paterns pop up at the oddest times. same goes for songs, messages, pictures. You have experiences that transends beyond the physical realm. Things that can't be explained and when explained you are given that odd eye psycho look.
7) Dreams- You have vivid dreams, not just about your twin but dreams filled with spiritual meaning. Some of your dreams come true. 8.) The mirror- You start getting in touch with your own spirtuality. You see the reflection of the mirror in your soul. You know that you know but don't know what to do with it.
9) The Question- You question is this all one sided?
Does the other know? Where are we going? Will we be together.
10) The teacher- You have so much to say and say it.
So much wisdom in your thoughts. The words just flow out of nowhere. Its for someone, for self for understanding and sharing.
11) The Wondering- You wonder will this end. It depletes you, leaves you drained, sad, lonely and wore out. Just when you think you have it figured out you realize you are back to square one just a little more freyed at the edges.
12) The Stillness- For some reason, you find yourself with nothing to say. You want to respond to like minded souls but the words seem lost somewhere. you feel a little empty. Almost as if your soul slumbers.
13) The Truth- Just when you think you have found out the truth, the world steps in, the cosmos step in, God divine steps, your angels, your spirit guides and perfect strangers step in only to show you theres more. Just as you grow and think you know you are shown differently grow from that and yet again you are shown. Finally you realize that the only truth you can say without a doubt is that you are not alone and the lessons keep comming.
Blessings,
Silvertree
Keep adding folks
mya from AstroStar Astrology and More
Additionally Posted 10-9-2003 07:04
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14)The Surrender-You suddenly feel very small. Even helpless, to something much greater that you are. You feel as though the Source is playing with you. That you are an experiment of some sort and have no control over it. You try to fight, but you will never win. But by surrendering to this power, extraordinary beauty and growth flow very easily ( The Dance ).
15)The Answer-The overwhelming urge to share this phenomenon with the world and the desire for others to know such love. To touch others directly or indirectly so that they will realize there is more, but find it very hard to explain in mere words. It's too inexplicable
and unbelievable, but you try.
16)The Frustration-Wanting to be a part of your twin's physical life on Earth in some way.
17)The Home Plate-You feel relaxed and totally at ease. Comfortable and in harmony with your twin. You feel as though you have been far away but have come home again. You feel safe, engulfed in a warm security on familiar ground.
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I'll post more as they come to me. But IMHO you have pretty well summed it up! If any of these fit into the other catagories, forgive me.
Blessings and love,
Mya
Dreamcatcher from AstroStar Astrology and More
continuing... Posted 10-9-2003 12:10
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1 The Isolation-- The loneliness in your head because you have nobody to talk about it to. The difficulty in living 'normal' day to day life whilst holding this secret.
19) The Rejection of previous beliefs-- Old ways of viewing the world, religion, meaning of life no longer seem quite as true. You can feel that God is much closer than we imagine...but still everything seems a bit fuzzy.
20) Wondering why 'we' are going through this. Everybody else seems to be so 'normal' , going about their business as usual, They seem the lucky ones.
Skye from AstroStar Astrology and More
one more Posted 10-9-2003 14:59
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21. The Daze. You keep looking up towards the sky,
while your conversations with God become
non-stop.
The Confusion - as to if this is what you think it is. If you were destined to meet why did it have to end, why was it so heavenly, why was it so intense, why couldn't it work, why did I meet this person, do they get the lesson yet. Why do I still know I'll meet them again.
The first meeting - bizarre circumstances led you to the other, unlikely events that led you to them, an instant pouring of soul love and radiance of heart. You got them and they got you, simple.
The Intensity - every minute of every day, in your thoughts, your body, your soul, your heart. the passion, the electricity. I once was told I was like 'an addiction'. The desire, the heartbreak when distance keeps you apart.
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