In three days 2009 will be a memory and 2010 is a new beginning. I look at this year and realize that this was a very quiet year but I have become more self aware. This was a year of reflection for me and I will never forget it. I always said that I never had a year like 2003. That was my fun year, I had graduated from High School, began college, fell in love, new friends, new experiences, new surroundings. I have not had a year like that since but 2009 will always be the year where I felt like I transitioned. I am still growing but 2009 is the year where things shifted for me on another level. Its the year where my relationship with myself flourish and is still growing. I have met alot of interesting people along the way. Throughout the year I reconnected with people who I have not talked to in the last few years which includes family members. I am still a work in progress but more wise. I can't deny, I am curious and nervous at what 2010 is gonna bring, especially after a self reflective quiet year like this one. I will take what I learned from 2009 and apply it to 2010 and years to come.
If you read some of my blogs you will notice that I talk alot about an anonymous person who I will just call Gem. I mention how after I met him alot of things changed for me and I feel connected to him on a deep level...like feeling his energy (he has been in many many dreams). Well he replied back to me...I knew it would happen but not this soon. Nothing at this point, but we will be talking one on one very soon. I am kind of uneasy about it though but we will see how he responds to what I have to say. All I know is that after I say what I say and he decides to retreat, Im am going to let it go. But just like I knew he would come around, I know that we will see more of eachother...but if not its was great meeting him.
2010 is going to be a very interesting year and I am excited and scared at the same time!
Happy New Years!
2009 has taught me to look at the big picture and to remain positive, don't dwell on the bad for too long. Just have the greatest momentinlife!
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