That is the song that my ex said is dedicated to me... We talked on the phone for a long time. He just really needed someone to talk to. Believe it or not I am very nuturing and good at talking to those that need that good talk.It showed me that guys are really emotional, but he is just a little more comfortable with showing his compared to others. We had a real interesting conversation, he was comfortable enough to even talk about girls with me. Its weird but it is not (because I was giving him advice)...he is such a nice guy when it comes to girls. It made me think about our past and what I have learned. I told him some of my frustrations when it comes to guys because he knows that I am pretty straight forward, I express exactly what I feel for the most part, I sometimes have the tendancy to be all or nothing. But this convo made me think about what I will and will not do in the future. He is a good guy that can be hard on himself. You know I had to look up that song tho :). Its bittersweet, the whole convo was bittersweet. You know, like the Leona Lewis song, Better with time...thought I couldn't live without you, its gonna hurt when it heals too. I feel that statement very much. Of course I am going through the healing process...but its bittersweet...you feel me...It kind of hard to explain.
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