Ramblings

The inet is finally back up. It was out all weekend, the blog that I put up before this one was typed at the library. This past weekend was another quiet one. I went to the park this weekend for a minute. I was watching the countdown of the top 100 hip hop songs of all time on vh1. It was a good countdown, brung back alot of memories. One thing that Mc Lyte said I completely agree with...The question was asked what do you miss about hip hop and she said the storytelling. That is very true.

I watched Higher Learning too. I still can't believe my mom took me and my sis to see that movie when I was nine. But then again I am glad I did. But its amazing what you pick up on when you get older, that movie had so much symbolism in it. I could not watch the end though. I went to my friend's apt when the shooting was about to start. It was good to catch up with her, I had not really been socializing that much. Plus she fed me, that was cool :). We watched role models, which I saw with my ex but I half watched it when I saw it with him bc I was mad at him. But its a silly movie. Then right when I was about to leave, bc it was late, Pee Wee's Big Adventure came on MTV. I loved that movie as a little girl. My two favorite movies at age 4 was that and Disorderlies.

While on the verge to leave bc I was getting sleepy...it was almost 2 AM, I looked at my phone and saw that I got a text from someone I did not expect to get a text from. I have reached out to this person so many times and sometimes they responded, sometimes they did not. I sent them a message on facebook (no not my ex) so they may have read it, who knows. But I was surprised...they wanted me to come see them but I could not. I would have but it was just not a good time. The irony with this is remember I said the number 11 always follows me...well it was the 11th and the day I went to see them for the first time it was the 11th. I have talked about this person alot "discretely" in my blogs. This person is one of those damn people that make you break all of the "typical rules" when it comes to dealing with the opposite sex. But then again, the situation with them is quite different, its hard to explain....